Ever get those days where you don’t want to do a thing? How about a whole weekend like that? Now try a week. That was my week one. I am tired of school already, partly because I’m waitlisted for a class that I need and want and because of budget cuts, overenrolling has already occurred, and not many people are dropping. When a quarter is only ten weeks long, and you don’t know if you are really in a class till week three, too much time has already passed. Running around for back to back classes for a whole week is exhausting. I got sick Wednesday night, when I had to go take a quiz at night, and ended up staying at the library till 11:30p, when I had to be up at 5:30a the next morning for the same class. I wasn’t able to get my Physics books from a friend till this weekend, which didn’t help at all. So I’m studying for three science classes, and have two pieces for my solo work, and then also a chamber music piece yet to come. I just want to go into a quarter knowing what I’m in for, because I can’t get rid of these blasted headaches that seem so fond of appearing when I don’t need them at all. That feeling of loneliness is nearly suffocating, because I can’t see my friends as much as I would like, and no one else seems to understand the idea that I can’t have a big social life right now. I just can’t seem to fully get what I need done, done.
